A part of her wants to say whats on her mind, but a part wants to keep quiet. She thinks no one would understand while everyone might be going through what she's going through. She's learnt how to live life to the fullest even though she's slowly trying to put her life back together. She doesn't allow people to break her but there's always that one person, always different knows how to push her buttons. She is fearless, but a little trick of disappointment drops on her. She's loud but there's moments when she just wants to crawl in a corner. She's undefeatable but sometimes she wants to give up. She tries to roll with trues but always ends up with snakes. She's random but funny. She's fierce and confusing. She's Krystal. And Krystal's me.
my friend did a psychology class in high school and came to my house and diagnosed my cat with depression
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect—you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
I wanna be your “1am I can’t sleep” text
no matter what you’re good at there will be a 7 year old chinese kid who’s better
(Source: netlfix, via justinart)